stress is a bitch...

Okay, so the reason I haven’t posted anything in months is for a number of reasons.

First, the boss aparently read my site avidly, and decided it would be a good idea to use what was posted on my site, in work, citing that the bitching about others is not good. Okay, so it’s not good… but is releived a helluva lot of pent up agression and anger at certain individuals. I’m not out for libel, however, I will speak my mind.

Secondly, the stress…. Arrgh!!! I’m exhausted, and not physical exhaustion at that… Mentally, I ...

Oh... My... God...

I never would have thought that someone could affect me so, yet, it’s happened… Even without realising I’ve fallen in love…

He, who has cast my entire being into his spell, is matt… and he’s amazing…

more later ;)

Departure

It is a long road.
Twisting and winding through
The quagmire of times past, present and future.
The goal is clear, yet so distant.
The journey short, yet lingering.

Harsh is the realisation of fate and
I am inebriated by my own procrastination.
I’m paying the price for settling into an impossible dream.
I despair while
I lavish myself in the exuberance of incompetence
It’s intent is absorbed.

The time is nigh,
I must strive for safety,
For contentment,
For clear passage to future quagmires and
I must tender my parting sorrows

Farewell,
Auf Wiedersehen,
Adeus,
Arrivederci.

Goodbye ...

Some final words...

Okay, I’m going to set the record straight.

Unfortunatly my period of non-postingness was intentional. Mainly for 2 reasons.

1. The boss was reading the website and citing examples of my "artwork". So to maintain a an ayre of professionalism in the office I refrained from posting, since I didn't have anything good to say, I didn't say it... It caused me a great deal of pain, anguish, and stress since I could not vent my angers into a more productive medium. I can tell you that there are several large boxes downstairs that are severely dentend and ...

Oh how the mighty fall...

Well, I’ve officially vacated carlisle… YaY!

Do you know… My entire life used to fit into the back of a small panda van… but now it’s moved into a long wheelbase Transit… YAY! Soon, I’ll need more than one van to move my life.

Anyway… so left early yesterday with the step-father, step bro and a long wheelbase transit destined for carlisle. Got there… packed some minor shit before going to bed. THEN the interesting stuff…

Have you ever tried to get a 32" Sony Wega Telly BACK into it’s box? No… neither had I… Untill ...