random days...

I don’t know why but I’m feeling paticularly down of late… I don’t know what it is… if anyone’s got any ideas, lemme know…

[lee] didn’t come over last night… or tonight… I think he’s having an "independant moment" which is good… but it is a contributory factor in my downness… :( I don’t mind, we both need our independance… <paranoia>but i can’t help thinking that I’ve done something wrong…</paranoia>.

My head hurts slightly, it’s been on overdrive what with CAMA and Panther and all… there must be someway ...